SnShnPlayr
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Do Dreams Really Come True?
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Aug 25, 2008 3:31:12 GMT -5
Post by SnShnPlayr on Aug 25, 2008 3:31:12 GMT -5
Dear LORD I am empty.. NOT knowing what to do anymore Im not the person i was before I dont understand myself Look at me Im in poor health So many times i wanted to pick up a blade To rid of all my physically, mentally ,and emtional pain Things have gotton really bad And i am very sad I thought i could move on But i cant due to all the harm.. Ive never had my family To be with me and be happy God i cant understand..I really dont But you know God i cant do this .... and i wont If people cant accept me I dont really care Because neither did my family I have sadness and fear And theres nothing i can do Ive tried and tried But my mind has died Im ashamed of all that has happened to me And because of this My Life will never be But God i know you care And God thats why i know You will be the Only one there Delores 1996 d124nn83.spaces.live.com/
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Aug 25, 2008 10:59:02 GMT -5
Post by codedd on Aug 25, 2008 10:59:02 GMT -5
Ooh this is so sad Such a sad message of being alone and hurt.
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SnShnPlayr
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Do Dreams Really Come True?
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Aug 25, 2008 13:40:16 GMT -5
Post by SnShnPlayr on Aug 25, 2008 13:40:16 GMT -5
yes it is and the blade i did use at one time in my life i was a mess when younger all alone nobody around very sad time for me
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Aug 27, 2008 4:55:16 GMT -5
Post by codedd on Aug 27, 2008 4:55:16 GMT -5
oh no =( thats not a good way to grow up.
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SnShnPlayr
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Do Dreams Really Come True?
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Aug 27, 2008 10:09:32 GMT -5
Post by SnShnPlayr on Aug 27, 2008 10:09:32 GMT -5
no it isnt and my family still isnt very close we get ogether at christmas thats about it but had 7 bros n sisters not all us got along .. my real sister passed away in 1994 at age 40 miss her dearly rest of my bros n sisters are step and half so not really close .. i feel alone a lot but thank god for my daughter n her family cause i prolly owulnt be here she is what keeps me going
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Aug 27, 2008 12:37:28 GMT -5
Post by codedd on Aug 27, 2008 12:37:28 GMT -5
awww I am glad atleast you have someone.
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SnShnPlayr
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Do Dreams Really Come True?
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Lost
Aug 27, 2008 18:26:27 GMT -5
Post by SnShnPlayr on Aug 27, 2008 18:26:27 GMT -5
well have my bf now to heehe
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