Post by sweetkitty77 on Aug 12, 2008 0:05:10 GMT -5
Feelings
Feelings...At times I wish I didn't have them.
Feelings...Blessed I have a vast variety for if I couldn't feel, "what" would I be?
Feelings...Used in phrases and when expressing endearment. Example being,..."I have "THESE" for you."
Feelings...The "things" that get hurt by harsh words, hateful people and the "downs" of this completely misunderstood life.
Feelings...Are what makes you "long" for acceptance and Love, after you've been abused, tolerated and hated, even though you're scared of it, somehow, this thing we call "feelings", that's been hurt so badly by the people we love, is the exact thing that makes us want to try our hand, if only one more time, even though we may not want to admit aloud or to others.
Feelings...Some, come crashing over me like an enormous ocean wave, taking me under, knocking me down, but NOT for the count,...then after the rush I can say..."Well, that wasn't SO bad."
Feelings...Are the things that cause me to smile and feel funny in the pit of my stomach at the sound of a few people's names.
Feelings...That little "flickering" inside my being that warms upon ignition after hearing my babies say "I Love You Momma"
Feelings...What I hope has strings attatched to my heart, so they can solely and dually, guide my way, with a beautiful harmony, adorned with hues of various notes and pitches, kind of like the goods and bads and the ups and downs of life, that will let me know "it wouldn't sound this beautiful without "ALL" the combined sounds." Being the appreciative person, of music, that I am, I'll enjoy the ever changing performance and try hard to understand that the beautiful music which is made from what I feel at the moment and what I'm going through at the time, wouldn't be near as wonderful without the "bad stuff", from which it was partly composed; And with all of that said, I'll do my very best to comprehend my feelings, as wide ranged as they are, that has made and will continue to make "My Life's Song" and let it be the last thing I hear at the end of my day, being so still, taking it all in and letting it sing me sweetly to sleep.
© Callie Pitts Dec. 1, 2006
If you like my writings, thanks, but PLEASE don't steal them and use them as your own.
Feelings...At times I wish I didn't have them.
Feelings...Blessed I have a vast variety for if I couldn't feel, "what" would I be?
Feelings...Used in phrases and when expressing endearment. Example being,..."I have "THESE" for you."
Feelings...The "things" that get hurt by harsh words, hateful people and the "downs" of this completely misunderstood life.
Feelings...Are what makes you "long" for acceptance and Love, after you've been abused, tolerated and hated, even though you're scared of it, somehow, this thing we call "feelings", that's been hurt so badly by the people we love, is the exact thing that makes us want to try our hand, if only one more time, even though we may not want to admit aloud or to others.
Feelings...Some, come crashing over me like an enormous ocean wave, taking me under, knocking me down, but NOT for the count,...then after the rush I can say..."Well, that wasn't SO bad."
Feelings...Are the things that cause me to smile and feel funny in the pit of my stomach at the sound of a few people's names.
Feelings...That little "flickering" inside my being that warms upon ignition after hearing my babies say "I Love You Momma"
Feelings...What I hope has strings attatched to my heart, so they can solely and dually, guide my way, with a beautiful harmony, adorned with hues of various notes and pitches, kind of like the goods and bads and the ups and downs of life, that will let me know "it wouldn't sound this beautiful without "ALL" the combined sounds." Being the appreciative person, of music, that I am, I'll enjoy the ever changing performance and try hard to understand that the beautiful music which is made from what I feel at the moment and what I'm going through at the time, wouldn't be near as wonderful without the "bad stuff", from which it was partly composed; And with all of that said, I'll do my very best to comprehend my feelings, as wide ranged as they are, that has made and will continue to make "My Life's Song" and let it be the last thing I hear at the end of my day, being so still, taking it all in and letting it sing me sweetly to sleep.
© Callie Pitts Dec. 1, 2006
If you like my writings, thanks, but PLEASE don't steal them and use them as your own.
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